18 February 2014

I figured it out.

I think I finally figured out why I was so down today- so in need of my mom.  Aside from the very obvious pain in my knee and the distinctly uncomfortable stomach feelings.

It's February 18.

I should explain.  I don't want to, but then, I really should.
A year ago, I lost the first client I fell completely in love with.  I was with her when she passed.  For almost two years, I spent most of my time with her- she felt like family to me.

I called my friend Sandy this afternoon when I realized why I was in such a funk.  She knew my client so much better than even I did, was so much closer to her than I was.  She's also one of the dearest friends I have.

I still want a hug in a bad way, but I feel better.

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